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17: White Noise
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I Don't Want To Remember You
Trying to get through to you is like trying to walk through a brick wall. You stand there with your cold shoulder and sneer at me, the venom spewing from your lips unlike anything I'd ever seen from you. I've been trying to understand what I said or did that pissed you off, but my mind comes up blank each time. We use to be so close, I just can't grasp how far apart we've fallen. I know time changes all, but I never expected it to change the relationship between you and I. Maybe I was too hopeful? Maybe I had too much faith in the fact that [I thought] you loved me as much as I love[d] you?
I communicate better with ghosts through white noise than I do with you nowadays. I've been watching our favorite movie on repeat and I fall asleep swaying to our song. I wrap myself in your shirt and try to convince myself that you're coming back, that you're not laying in bed with her at this very moment, bringing her to a complete state of ecstasy like you did with me.
You've almost become a bad dream, something I can't [and don't want] to wake up from. I wish I could fall into Neverland where I'd never remember how much you've hurt me.
I don't want to remember you. I just want to forget our bad times [which means I'm willing to wipe out the good.]
I should ask you, you wiped me from your memory fairly easy.
And here I always thought I was worth remembering...
Trying to get through to you is like trying to walk through a brick wall. You stand there with your cold shoulder and sneer at me, the venom spewing from your lips unlike anything I'd ever seen from you. I've been trying to understand what I said or did that pissed you off, but my mind comes up blank each time. We use to be so close, I just can't grasp how far apart we've fallen. I know time changes all, but I never expected it to change the relationship between you and I. Maybe I was too hopeful? Maybe I had too much faith in the fact that [I thought] you loved me as much as I love[d] you?
I communicate better with ghosts through white noise than I do with you nowadays. I've been watching our favorite movie on repeat and I fall asleep swaying to our song. I wrap myself in your shirt and try to convince myself that you're coming back, that you're not laying in bed with her at this very moment, bringing her to a complete state of ecstasy like you did with me.
You've almost become a bad dream, something I can't [and don't want] to wake up from. I wish I could fall into Neverland where I'd never remember how much you've hurt me.
I don't want to remember you. I just want to forget our bad times [which means I'm willing to wipe out the good.]
I should ask you, you wiped me from your memory fairly easy.
And here I always thought I was worth remembering...
total eternal sunshine of the spotless mind inspired. (:
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ahhh, this is amazing.
and it seems important to tell you that eternal sunshine is my most favorite movie EVER.
which means i love this times four. (:
and it seems important to tell you that eternal sunshine is my most favorite movie EVER.
which means i love this times four. (: